From Redditor u/mexicanogringo:

I used to be form of awkward again in highschool. I used to be chubby, with lengthy emo-style hair, quiet, talked humorous, and did not have too many mates. I used to be a form of goal for bullies, each guys and women. One of many women, let’s name her J, was form of imply to me in a bizarre form of manner. She would decide on me when others had been round, and when it was simply us two (which was actually because we each bought to high school early), she would form of make enjoyable of me in a condescending manner whereas pretending to be good. I am unable to actually clarify it, however I may at all times inform she was mocking me. The most embarrassing factor she ever did to me was stroll as much as me and say, “In case you let me contact your t*ts, I will allow you to contact mine,” in entrance of a bunch of individuals. Being awkward, in fact, I put my head down and stated no. Everybody laughed. I’ve by no means forgotten that second.

Anyway, that was throughout a decade in the past. These days, I am extra assured and comfortable, I’ve misplaced weight, I look good, and I really feel good. I’ve an excellent job and hobbies that make me comfortable and really feel fulfilled. I’m profitable and near having my dream profession. I’ve gotten on Instagram not too long ago and been posting about my life. I’ve been getting a whole lot of outdated classmates following me. One among whom was J. She’s nonetheless handsome, has a child, and is a single mom. She commented on considered one of my footage, we chatted, and that ultimately led to DMing. I will not bore you with particulars, however a few weeks later, we frolicked, and I slept together with her. The total time we talked, although, I could not cease remembering how she teased me in highschool and the way I went dwelling and cried.

We went out a couple of extra occasions, and I slept together with her a couple of extra occasions. I do not know why, however I began feeling increasingly jaded every time I noticed her. One night time, we had been hanging out, and I had this rage constructing in me, although she had already apologized. That night time, we had been at a bar watching a sport, and I excused myself to the toilet however simply left. She known as me, however I ignored her. I used to be already a bit drunk however I bought dwelling and drank a whole lot of tequila and I felt like I needed to get it off my chest, I made a submit on Instagram, saying one thing to the impact of, “You laughed at me in highschool, who’s laughing now?! Hit it and stop it,” then I tagged her.

She responded with “wtf” then blocked me, and some different folks we went to high school with additionally unfollowed me. A bunch of different folks all commented, asking me what occurred and what was incorrect with me. Then one remark actually hit me, somebody commented saying, “I do not know the story, however I do not know that you just’re nowhere close to as comfortable as your posts recommend. I really feel sorry for you.”

After that, I deleted my total account and misplaced all my likes and followers, however I felt embarrassed. Was I an a**gap right here? I felt anger each time we had enjoyable collectively as a result of all I may consider was teenage me hurting due to her. I do not know what to do. I’ve considered calling her and seeing if I may apologize and take her out to make up for it. I do not know, you guys inform me.